Painful

Its hard to believe.. i'm loosing my friend
I cant believe it could be..
But...
Deep inside my heart, I will always admire her talent.. i always appreciate her of what she's been doing so far.. and she will always be my inspiration..
She doesn't have to know that.. because i know she wont believe it..
I may not be someone in her heart anymore.. yes i know..
nevertheless..
I will always pray for her success
May she find her happiness in life